Friday, February 3, 2012.
I contemplated skipping Africa today because I was tired. I went to breakfast afterwards and I kind of regretted it because I always feel really bad after I eat anything. then I came back to my room and I had probably a half an hour or so before I had to leave for History and I just looked up things on the Triangle book but I’m not really sure if it helped. the test was whatever, I really don’t want to think about it because I don’t know how I did. at around 1:30pm Mim called me and asked me if I wanted to come over this weekend because of my birthday and of course I said yes. I took a nap from like 2pm to a little after 4:00 and then I went to the Oakland center and bought stuff to eat there because I didn’t feel like eating in the cafeteria. Mim told me that Megan was going to be picking me up after 7:00, but she hasn’t called yet or anything. I’m kind of just waiting for that. I bet anyone $100 that she asks me about Grand Valley.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012.
I failed my test in Africa. that was upsetting. I haven’t really thought about it that much though which is probably a good thing. I started my homework too late again. I got it done though and it didn’t really even take me that long. I hope I did okay on my paper. I saw my therapist today and it was pretty good. better than I thought I guess. I also took a nap and I feel like this is developing into a daily habit which isn’t a good thing. I’m just so tired all the time and I can’t fall asleep earlier than 2am and it sucks. I’m trying though but it’s hard. I also don’t think I eat enough during the day because I really only eat dinner and I have gotten a headache for the past two days but I feel fat if I eat more than one meal here because I feel like the food is really bad for you.
Saturday, January 28, 2012.
I ate by myself this morning in the cafeteria, and it was packed because this weekend is Homecoming at my school so all the alumni people were there. I stayed in there for a pretty long time because I really didn’t want to go back to my room. I went on my computer for awhile, then my dad called me and talked about my tax return. I was supposed to go ice skating with my Writing group, but since I didn’t have a ride I couldn’t go. I took a nap from about 2-something to almost 6:00pm. I went to get something to eat and then watched Like Crazy. and now here I am.
Friday, January 27, 2012.
nothing special happened today. I didn’t have my History class though because my professor didn’t show up. I came back to my room and tried to take a nap but I could not fall asleep. I watched the Speak Now Tour DVD tonight and that’s pretty much it. I’m not really getting my hopes up for tomorrow but I guess we’ll see.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012.
it is impossible to do laundry in this stupid building. I’m still procrastinating and I’m sad for no reason (what’s new though). I really do not want to see my therapist tomorrow. I just want to sleep. nothing exciting happened today because nothing exciting ever happens. nothing else to say.
Monday, January 23, 2012.
I have determined that my Intro to Africa class is my least favorite class, and my History class is one of my favorites. today when I got back from my History class, I debated for about 45 minutes whether or not I should do my laundry, and I (of course) decided against it. I took a nap instead from around 2:00pm-4:00pm. Kelly called me shortly after 4 and I talked to her for almost an hour. it’s so nice talking to her. we talked about me possibly transferring to Grand Valley next year but I still don’t know ugh because I haven’t talked to my dad or anything. I’m going to apply as early as I can for housing next year so I can get into a better dorm but there aren’t any guarantees. I don’t know, I don’t know if it’s good to transfer after your sophomore year either. I guess we’ll see. I started my homework too late today though and I really REALLY need to stop procrastinating. my keyboard is still stained fucking pink though because of the juice. The Office is on in 6 minutes so I’m going to watch that and try to fall asleep before 2am.